So I have decided to give Joey a second chance. Sometimes I wish I had given Michael another shot after the break up, but I didn't. So... in correcting mistakes of the past, I am going to give him another shot.
Allegedly we are "starting over". Just dating, not BFs. I don't know tho. Things are not the same. The past few days all we seem to do is piss each other off. His inability to make solid plans is starting to get to me. I mean, if you say, "I'll come over tomorrow.. " dammit you should be there. Or if I say "Hey you coming over on Thursday? I am off." and all I get is a "maybe", which I am quickly learning to take as a most likely not, I can't help but feel this distance. I seem to be Plan B. It didn't bother me before, but now it seems to.
I dunno, maybe I am being too guarded and overly sensitive. Who knows. We'll see where this goes if it goes anywhere at all.
- D
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This must end.
He obviously can't make a decision about anything, much less whether or not he wants a relationship.
If you enable his waffling, you're going to get hurt. Be as gentle as you want, but cut him loose.
And he seems the type that will need some full separation time to truly move on.
In a way... I know. In another way... I am so uncertain. I on one hand know this needs to end. On the other hand I want to see what happens.
Yer not the only one to tell me this, I feel fortunate that there are people who care. Yer all probably right. I have to think about this. I don't like to give up and I don't like to lose.
Bitch is TOO MUCH DRAMA!
Did you loose fer good yet?
Bitch is TOO MUCH DRAMA!
Did you loose him fer good yet?
Yeah Don... we are done for good. I can't keep putting my heart out there. He has his own issues to work out. As much as I would have enjoyed being with him... I just can't do it to myself. Maybe he will fix himself... I wish him luck. Maybe at some point I can be his friend.
Just be open, you never know where things can go
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