Well... here be an update. I got the time off of work, I am buying my bus ticket tomorrow, I have the cash set aside to take mum and sis to dinner and now an oddity. My work schedule is finally changing. I am going on to 11am to 7pm. Apparently I am better at doing the shit the sales reps should be doing and last proved myself a valuable asset to have there later in the day.
This is both good and bad. It's good in the sense of I can now go to the Gym in the morning, I can run errands and things like... wow I am able to get my haircut regularly. No more looking homeless before I can manage to catch the Barbershop open!
The bad... well I was hoping to catch a much earlier bus this time to get into Worcester a bit easier and faster. But if I am only going in for a few hours the best I can manage is once again... the 2:45pm bus. Maybe this time the damn thing won't break down. I do look forward to seeing what could actually manage, if I don't freak em all out, to turn into an effective homo support system. All the gays on TV have them. The circle of people they know that can pretty much get anything done between them. One friends an airline worker.. cheap tickets! One is a caterer... wedding food... done! That kind of thing. Mike knows what it is like to have that. I don't, I never had the opportunity. Too busy working and keeping us from poverty. But this looks promising.
So this is actually new territory for me. I think I am going to have a hard time convincing them I am not on the DL though. I think even in my own queeny way I am a tad straight acting in the bad sense. Never thought of it really... like my previous post on tearing my apartment to shreds to rebuild it... it's time to gay up and grow up.
Most of all tho, I find I am really liking Jae more than I expected to. I mean we have been speaking for a while and built a verbal friendship. You know what I mean. We expect to make an ass of ourselves or that the person we have come to know in a game is not who they really are.. etc etc. It does sorta make me a bit sad to know he will be leaving the east at some point. A good friend indeed. But instead of making it a negative thing I am going to spend as much time as I can with him and this circle. Some reason I think I fit in. Imagine that. Me... fit in.
This is gonna be a very different Thanksgiving for me. Once again... too many words to say relatively little.
2 comments:
Aww, you're so sweet.
I'll see you that Wednesday night! I have my work cut out for me to make sure this visit lives up to the expectations developed from the last one! I should request that weekend off...
Just being honest. That's actually what I like most about blogging. I can be way more honest than I normally would. Cathartic even.
But thank you! :P
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