Well... I broke my ass on that Saturday Project. Had to put my clothes in the laundry that already had EVERY article of clothing I owned in it. Took a shower and called it quits for the day. So I ended up spending the rest of the day as a "nature boy". Nothing like sitting your bare ass in a chair and playing WoW.
I still have a few things left to do in the room that I will get done during the evenings this week. But I got all the old crap out. So many bags of clothes that neither I nor Mike will ever wear again.
I once had a goal to stop being a pack rat, after Saturday I can see that goal did not come to fruition either. So many bags of just crap. Why the hell did we keep it all? Sure there was a cool shirt here and a cool shirt there, but neither of us could wear them. They were either too big or too small. My cats had their way with more than a few items. EW!
I don't know what I was thinking, getting that big of a job done in a day. As if. Of course the laundry didn't get done on Saturday so... sleeping in the bare ass it is. I always feel wierd being naked in any way. I could be home all alone and I still will not walk around naked. Silly hang up I know. Maybe once I reach my tentative goal I will walk around in the buff of my own volition.
Again we come upon goals. I must end this cycle of starting something, getting really far and then giving up. It's stupid to be so damn smart and to lack the discipline to finish the things I start. Artwork, countless pieces of artwork that have never been finished. Thousands of ideas written down but never completed or followed up on.
Goals.
It is time, I think, to use some of my strength to change that part of myself. I have changed alot of things just by strength of will. I think it is time to change this. I have some goals, let's make some magic.
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